So it's about half way through week four of classes, can't complain on that front. Classes are easy so far, and not that trying, if perhaps occaisonally a bit boring. The apartment is a grand old time. My own room, air conditioning at my will (with only minimal resistance from the other 3), and no real restraints on anything at all. Computer/TV/Music/Sleep as I want it as long as it doesn't interfere with classes. It's really nice.
Down fall.. the walk. It's a good 15-20 minute walk to and from my closest class. It doesn't help that I live at the top of a hill and that campus is also on a rise meaning that (no matter which direction I'm heading) I get to walk downhill for 5 or so minutes and spend the rest of the time drudging up hill. It's not a terrible thing though, it's good for me and I can always take the 5 minute bus ride instead if I feel like leaving a bit earlier to catch it..
There is a problem though.. I just feel sooo tired lately.. and kind of stressed.. but I can't identify any real stressor, not really anyways.
Classes aren't hard or stressful, not in the least. I wake up, get there, stay attentive and learn, or fall asleep and could care less. At the apartment I'm also just fine. I get to relax and do what I need to when i need to, but there's no pressure anywhere for anything.
Sure Zaid is slowly getting sicker and it's costing me more money/effort to try and get him better, but it hasn't really.. well I guess I just don't feel like it's really caused me any real stress.. just a little worry. I'm starting to feel better about it now, he's on a new anti-biotic which has a higher success rate against the bacteria the vet found in him. However, the downside is that I get to administer it orally, which is easier on both me and him, but has a lower success rate.. I just want a healthy pet who doesn't threaten to get worse and die..
I also just felt like I was disconnected with everything today.. it's strange..
I dunno, I feel like I'm just slowly sliding toward something, maybe it's a melt-down or something, I dunno.. i just don't know why..
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Maybe go to bed earlier? We're getting to the age where our circadian rhythms or whatever they're called are getting back to normal adult sleep schedules instead of hormone-addled teenager sleep schedules.
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low temperatures, which I've almost fixed, I can usually keep it in the right range of 80-85 degrees but occaisonally it drops into the high 70's. it's a pain.. I just hope he shrugs it off
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